Crush or love?
I consider myself a grown woman who has been around the block a couple of times but when matters of the heart arise,am as a clueless as a new born baby. I believe writing helps in the healing process of a broken heart, so i can say am a patient.
A few months ago,i went through a bad break up and i wont lie,am still healing. I can say i have accepted the fact,that well,we are never getting back with each other,but from time to time,there’s always a twinge of hurt and anger.Dont worry ill deal with my anger and i wont go vandalising his property.
Anyway,am single and am actually beginning to love it and there comes a guy.His hot and goodlooking,the right age, fun to be with and has J-O-B,cannot stress that more.Anyway,this feelings dont last more than 2 weeks and am back to square one. I have had 3 crushes so far,in 3 months.
I begin to wonder,is it fear of loving again or am i doomed to only have short lived infatuations. When will i be ready to go into a committed realtionship? Am i burnt beyond repair?
For now,am going with the flow,and yes i have a crush again and he lives on my street. Fortunately, i know it wont last too long and i wont do anything stupid.You do not crap where you eat,excuse my french.
I think crushes can actually be very healthy.
